new opinion
I’ve alway wanted to be ok with being “curvy” or “Plus size.”
I envy the women that can be ok with their size and be confidant.
that’s not me though. I have been a fit person trapped inside a fat person’s body for most of my life.
I have always been interested in sports and fitness. I played on hockey teams and swam relay. I also was very into tennis in my younger days as well as taking off to go skiing almost every weekend with my family.
Ive just been fat all the while doing it.
I am determined to release this athlete that is dying to get out.
I love to sweat. I love to feel the stickiness of my skin against my clothes. I know ive workout well when my clothes are drenched (even my undies!)
I also love to see the looks on people’s faces when i can out do them in most cardiovascular sports….except soccer. those people are insane and intense!
I think the reason i am posting this is that i cannot relate to women my size anymore. I know i am generalizing when i say most of the women that I have met that are my size are incredibly sedentary. I just cant get on board with that.
I find bigger women extremely attractive but i dont want that for myself. It’s not who i am.
Healthy and fit is HOT.
Don’t say you don’t have enough time. You have exactly the same number of hours per day that were given to Louis Pasteur, Michaelangelo, Da Vinci, and Albert Einstein.
—~H. Jackson Brown
And so it goes…
Hi. I’m metta.
For as long as i could remember, i was fat. Hell. Im still fat.
Almost a year ago i had had enough and put in the effort to start losing weight.
In 7 months time i lost 60 pounds. I need to lose another 60. This is my journey.
I am 5’7 and 245 pounds ( now). Add 60 pounds to that and thats what i was.. Icky poo.
I will try and post as much as I can in photos. I’m not much for writing so hopefully you will get the gist of it and if you have questions please feel free to ask.
I enjoy working out, biking, running, swimming and boxing. along with the sporty stuff i love makeup and hair styling ( after all.. that’s what i do.) so ill post some makeup stuff too.
sorry about the boring intro but soon you will get to know me. :D
ta~
